|
tong_tong
|
read my profile
sign my guestbook
Name: x|aO
Birthday: 6/10/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: anything tat gonna do wif music!!
MUSIC RULEZZZ!!!!!!!
Expertise: eerr.... sa jiao can?? :X
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
9/4/2002
|
|
SubscriptionsSites I Read
|
|
|
|
| yes.. u did changed.. like twice of our meeting.. and NOW??????
1st u said ull reach at 3.. en u changed to 3.30... en 3pm i called u, U'RE STILL AT HOME! n u intending to tk a cab.. i HATE guys who tk cab tk cab n tk cab! i juz canot stand it and i dun understand why these kinda money have to be wasted... i dun understand and i dun want to know ur reason or excuses.. if u said u had alrdy planned to tk a cab and will reach at 3.30.. now, its 3.45pm and u're still in e cab.. what is THIS????? its not abt me NOT meeting.. or asking me to put in e effort to meet to make u feel good.. if u can promise the time and YES appear at e time... en FINE! but can u???? i hate it i can tell u.. 3.45 and u're STILL in a cab.. and yet when i called u at 3 u said u're on ur way.. on ur way? and when i questioned u further, u said u were at home.. u mean walking from kitchen to bedroom is call ON THE WAY. ok.. im ON THE WAY TOO! | | |
| life is juz so freaking unfair... how can a gal whos still so young juz left us lik tat? i've nv seen some1 so independent, so hardworking, so diligent... she's e most independent gal i ever know.. she knows wat she wants in life, she knows wat she wana achieve in future, she earns her sch fees, she can look aft herself, she tk cares of herself beta en anyone i noe, million times better me.. she stands up for wats right n wats wrong bravely... she' juz simply so righteous... she has a bright future ahead.. brighter en anyone else, brighter en mi a million times.. why did God want to her away?? is Sandra realli right tat God need to save the good people as world is coming to an end?? en y now?? at least let her die peacefully right??
From Streats:
S'POREAN M-BIKER DIES
A Singaporean woman died after she lost control of her high-powered motorcycel and crashed into the metal divider at 23.1 km of the Second Link on Saturday night.
Ms Linda Wee, in her 20s, who worked at a Singapore factory died on the way to the Kulai Hospital, said Johor Bahru (North) traffic police's head, Chief Inspector Bakri Zainal Abidin yesterday.
Ms Wee was riding her 500cc motorcycle towards Kulai to meet her boyfriend when the accident occurred. She fell after hitting the divider and was dragged about 200m by the motorcycle.
<< dun tell mi tat's call peacefully lor.. im sorry but it seriously doesnt sound / look / seems peaceful to mi.. it doesnt at all...
If she shld leave now, en a piece of useless shit like mi shld even get out of tis freaking nice place...
I admit im nt tt close to her, but we have been friends for 5 yrs... and.... i duno... i juz miss her.. | | |
| hhmmm... feeling not-so-good now... all my tots suddenly disappeared.. confuse.. wish i can faster see nana... if not... scarly by then all my tots duno go where.. cant remember... en hahahhaa... i can juz die lauffing at myself... AHHHH!! -.-"
*bored* at work.. im bored bored BORREEDD!!! -.- | | |
| i nearly lost control... NEARLY! lucky i was still firm on my stand.. firm enuff to say NO! if not.. muhahhhaha~~ -.-" but my lil heart seems to be giving me prob again le..hmmm...
today at work.. suddenly memories of JJ n me came back.... well..e times when we sms-es each other.. i didnt noe i like him... and i nv noe he likes me... we were juz purely buddies sms-ing each other.. hmm.. nono e cycle is i gt a crush on him... so find chance get close to him... en realised he's such a buddy to me... en start to suspect tt i have feelings for him.. en drift apart.... yah... hmm.. miss those times... those were my happiest memories in NP other en e time spent wif jolin n gang... haiz.. | | |
| i really feel very exhausted le... how come noone understand? maybe im juz putting stress on myself tats y.. i duno.. felt so occupied wif so many things.. making so many ppl unhappy and stuffs... tinking back, i realli enjoyed those times in NPCB last time.. wif fei, shuang, jolin, jon, da ge, andrew, vinc, etc etc.. its so fun to be wif em... or in OSS... wif edmund ey all.. i hate it now... im glad i have NP cell ppl of course.. but e feeling is so different... im glad i have shifu of course.. he's realli great lor.. realli help me alot.. gave me alot of advices... realli realli super lots le..
but en again.. sometimes i juz felt tt i have nothing... juz God ere watching me.. but i cant see him or hear him tok to me... juz feel so distant too...
wana grow in Christ.. reali wan...but sometimes i juz felt tt its so difficult... cant seems to be able to remember e verses... cant seems to understand his words... dun seems to have energy to even do journal.. have been purely readin e bible onli.. nothing have grown in me.. im still a baby chick chick aft so long... felt so tired.. reali tired le..
duno wats wrong aso.. wana start sch soon... working life is bad.. im not a 8-5 person... i wana work like shit for 3 mths n rest for 1 mth tt kind.. dun like it now.. i mean 6 mths is good... part time 8-5 is great... but 1 yr is more en enuff... i cant tk it le... no time for evything.. cant go for outings aso...
e worst part is saving for my sch fees... having been broke and i realli mean nt a cent in my wallet is pathetic.. gota use coins frm e kitchen which i hope i dun have to use coz its my dad's earnings.. he's earning lil le... haix... my mum is actually sponsoring me sch fees too... coz i banked into her acc. n evy mth i give her 500, she'll bank in more en tt... i felt like a bad child.. wana go laselle but she dun allow it.. im a bad gal once more.. y am i so defiant? why cant i juz be a good gal and complete my dip in acc? why?
realli wish God will juz appear in front of me.. tell me wat to do... or reveal it to some1.. please.... | | |
|
|
